A New Hobby?!

I was feeling a little bored yesterday so I decided my fate and tried fiddling with Photoshop... Hmmm, I "vectorized" one portrait of mine, and even if it's not perfect, it's at the least, presentable... :)

I didn't even realize I could do something like that, although I have much to learn in the art of enhancing pictures, I surely have lots and lots of time, especially now that I don't have a love life to fuss with, I can spend a little more time developing skills through a hobby or by just getting a wee bit more curious than before. I've watched my ex-boyfriend edit pictures before, sure, he knows what he's doing, and I know I can do the same. Hopefully better. Hehehe, no offense.

Anyway, so I started out Photoshop by
doing vectors, I have much to learn and experiment with but as of the moment, I am more interested with vectors... hehehe!

Here's the portrait I'm telling you about...




I hope I'd have a really nice weekend coming up because I'm getting slightly bored by the moment. I'm out of the busy office since yesterday and now have felt the effect of being busy for a long time to being "vacant". Hmmm, but I rather love it than being busy because at least I can have time for myself and even have time for a darn haircut which I have been wanting to have for quite some time now. :)

Ok, see you.... :)

Crazy Thought # 2

If you had x-ray vision, but closed your eyes, could you still see?

Hehehehe!

Big Girls Don't Cry

la,da,da,da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your hometown
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself in center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their
blanket
But I've gotta move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry,
Don't cry,
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown,full
grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they
And I for see the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their
blanket

But I've gotta move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like a little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my
valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'cause I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret
worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their
blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry,
Don't cry,
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da (more)

Feeling Crazy...

Yup, I'm feeling a little crazy right now.. for the past two days to be exact...

Hmmm, and don't ask me why or don't even try to, I can't and won't give you a straight answer...

Or maybe I'll just smile at you, but I'm definite I won't be able to keep a straight face... I'm so crazy today...

And oh, one thing more, I overslept yesterday... By the time I woke up, it was time or afternoon snacks... so for us Filipinos, that's about 3pm... hehe! amazing...

Anyway, I'm still feeling a little giddy right now... it's not a hangover, mind you. I just feel crazy.


:)

I'm Tired... of this Life

I don't have the strangest notion why, but I'm starting to have this weird feeling again that I'm tired of my life and that I really want to have a long, long rest, away from the world, away from acquaintances and friends and family. I want to go away to a place where I don't know anybody and where I can be who I really am and not worry about hurting people or hurting myself. I'm tired.

I'm tired of worrying about which blouse to wear, which perfume to put on; which ride to take, which dirt road to walk on. I'm getting tired of which people to be courteous with and which ones I can be myself with. I'm tired of choosing the most appropriate words to use when I can just use the ones I'm used to.

I'm tired of waiting for a short delay before I react to some things and to what others are doing or saying, being afraid of their counter-reactions and what others might say. I'm tired of thinking things over, wishing I'm in another dimension of time and space where I can undo or redo things that I chose to.

I'm tired of trying to be someone else, when I am already what I am; I'm tired of choosing who I'm going to be good with or who I'm going to be stubborn with. I'm definitely tired of being under the shadow of a certain person, when all facts point to the truth. I'm tired, tired of living my life, tired of trying to live another's.

Can't there be such a thing as a life remote control? Where you can just press a button and voila! You can watch your life play in front you in fast forward or in slow motion and then choose to edit it out, replay it or just move on forward or pause it for quite a while. I wish I'm in another lifetime. Then maybe, I may not be as tired as I am now.

How are you?! :)

Well guys, I'm back from a crazy two months of beingin the treasury office. I was just able to snatch myself away from there because I now have a companion doing all the treasury thingies - MArilac, who was previouslyy with the Accounts Payable, and was courageous enough to take the challenge. So there, at least I was able to update my blog a little...

I sometimes feel so annoyingly tired and yet restless at the same time - can't even drag myself to go to the supermarket and buy some things! The last time I was outside to unwind was like the other Sunday, when I went out with a friend to watch Die Hard 4.0... which was really cool by the way, it's just that Bruce Willis is really getting old...

Anyway, I'm planning to get out of the office earlier than usual because I really need to buy some toiletries and also because I'm afraid I might forget how the mall looks like... Hehehe! Besides I wanna spend just a little time with myself to unwind and not be watching tv in my cramped little room... ;)

Think I'll watch the Simpsons next weekend.... :)

'Til next time... Mwuah!!!

Transformers

It's been a long while, huh? Hehe!

So have you watched the Transformers? It's really good, nice thing to watch if you want to remember your good old childhood days when you watched the transformers on tv... Hehe! I really loved the computer animations, especially the way the Autobots transformed. I particularly was fascinated with Bumblebee... I wish I can have a car like him... :)

Ok, got to go... It's one heck of a busy day!!!! {as usual... ;) }